Back in June during Indigenous Leadership Gathering 9 i was too physically ill with infections and whatnot to go to, i had a dream where all i could remember was that it was like i went up to the space station and saw the world at large from a Buzz Aldrin birds eye view. When i came down i dropped through a long tube like a rabbit hole of circles full of ancient kabbalic, astronomy, astrology and alchemical symbols (most of which i did not recognize at the time of the dream) and then i slammed back into my body so hard it jolted me awake sitting straight up in bed and it actually physically hurt to come back into my body like that.
I sat up in bed stunned like a bit of shell shock and then over the next 2 months i literally felt like the intensity and sound volume of life turned up drastically like an overcranked stereo. the ceiling of the sky felt somehow lower like it was bearing down on my head and i could not stop writing and researching at a literal mach speed I'd never felt before. I felt like something serious just completely unlocked and was vibing about calling it "Newtons Apples" falling from the sky and my mother put some bug in my head about solstice solar ascension codes and who knows how that may have opened up my abstract imagination to interpret what was happening to me.
I felt like over night the CIA MKULTRA Majestic 13 tortured ghost of Albert Einstein unlocked in me an accelerated CPU with extra RAM in my brain and i was kind of driving everyone around me crazy, spewing sciences, spirituality and history that i had not actually read or learned anywhere and was just experientially applying and processing it as it was happening to me while looking for relation to or validation within my outer world. But then was instead being denied and actually persecuted for it by my friends and family and had to try and keep to myself as it all totally just unloaded on me. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of effect it would have to plant a crop circle directly down onto a person and even wokeup in the middle of the night and climbed into the roof staring into space and projecting my thoughts out there asking the unknown WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME? before shaking it off as bad dreams filtered to reality and embracing the possibility that i had just cracked beyond cracked.
i kept having to go back to the internet to try and find proof of the things i was saying and was disturbed myself that all the proof was actually there and how could i be saying and knowing these things without having actually been taught them prior?
The pressure of the ceiling of life lowering and sounds amplifying, over the summer I actually felt like i was downloading information from somewhere or like it had unlocked inside of my genes as an unloading, unfolding storybook of codes like a matrix of akashic records coming from my ancestors played out in my reality like a materialized computer program and that maybe my DNA was feeding these "codes" as ideas and dreams to my subconscious brain while then my rational and conscious mind was trying to validate these things and relate them to the truth of the outer world while having little provable scientific explanation for what was occurring in me.
The whole thing actually spawned a series of surreal visceral dreams that further progressed the scientific research and spiritual applications that hit me at mach and i felt like i was really having another grande awakening that was certainly not a coincidence to be timed with IILG 9, the summer solstice and my recent solution to the WIARLAWD riddle older than time to lead to the readyness to unleash my version of the DaVinci Code on the world that had my running of the bulls sojourn with it Kaiboshed before i had a chance to even get out of the race gate.
Coincidence, Co-incidents indeed seemingly too well timed to be anything but divine architecture so i went with it and tried to trust the process within the InSanity.
I was left confused about most of what was in the dreams as images and data were not things i had read or learned before. It got me on tangents of researching trying to figure out what i had seen and trying to stimulate the vague memories and information i had received within the dreams to further unlock a depth of historical and scientific understandings that had me surging towards breakthrough.
This spawned the summer of breakthroughs that THEN were proceeded by the blatant setups, psychiatric incarcerations and the eventual breakdown of realities i am sifting through now.
In research, i ended up coming across an image and article about the projected eclipse paths for the next 100 years and got vibing on this idea that if there was any place to walk on water it would be at the Bermuda triangle. I looked on google earth for the Bermuda Triangle and saw JFK Memorial and thought of Vietnam, MKUltra, Majestic 13, and people rumored of being killed for poking around about conspiracies and aliens, skull&bones and the dirty little secrets of the All American Presidential clubs.
On google earth, I saw a ritzy golf resort i actually couldn't help but imagine underwater in a great deluge from Mother Nature to teach greedy richy riches a lesson about their sickening elite hierarchies and i even shoved a golf tee into the sand at our flooded lake as i imagined the floods and natural disasters to persist and hoping they affected the rich rather than futher displacing the poor. i saw a mysterious triangle shaped airport near the sea that led me to more freemasonry in ley lines and MenHir standing stones through the pillars of hercules and the needles of cleopatra where Moses parted the seas across the Biminy road to The Delray near the ocean that mirrored the Delray road i grew up on in a hell's angels house of pain. The Devil's Triangle called me i could almost hear it call my name. JFK to Delray and down the rabbit hole to the bermuda triangle i must go. i felt i just wanted to go there this summer or by fall at least.
I wanted to travel down the west coast through Shasta to see the stars and further south into California to the Twin Deer Mother and then be at sea world for the actual eclipse to then follow the August 21 eclipse path across the USA and end up on the tip of florida where the last part of the august 21 eclipse was timed for 1:17pm on aug 21 basically having in mind to get to Florida/Bermuda Triangle whenever and however i got there after being on the West Coast for eclipse day.
117 being the number Chief Michael Leach gave me as my numerology of the ark angel Michael at IILG 7 in 2015. I was also vibing on the geographic place in the USA on the map i saw that the first 2 eclipses from aug 21 2017 to april 24 2024 made a direct X over in the grid during the 7 year eclipse paths. (St. Louis) and also in that window Mt. Vernon USA (I had just been living in and then displaced from Vernon B.C. Canada) St. Louis spoke to me as the eye for the coming storm of the century. whatever that meant i didn't exactly know then and now i don't even know and am definitely not buying one of my friend's explanations that i was abducted by aliens but i suppose at this point anything could be possible.
I read last night that some pretty big black lives matter riots have been happening now in Saint Louis for days because another corrupted cop killed a black guy and got acquitted. now i find it exceptionally curious as in my mind i saw this as where the eye of the storm of the century would be. Now there is rioting there? I'd say now The storm begins.
I wanted to go to Saint Louis after "walking on water" at the Bermuda triangle. Coincidence or co-incidents? SO if I'd traveled that path I'd have hitched a ride on the tail end of a Florida hurricane to the riots in Saint Louis now eh.. whoa man what a trip that would have been.
Had i gone down and been on the west coast of the USA on eclipse day and traveled to Florida after that along the eclipse path, I'd perhaps have still been in Florida and been right in the heart of the hurricane. I'd really have been walking on water alright, Steffi Lee Lewis flew to Saint Louis like a feather in a hurricane. yeah man life is a crazy train.
So back in June after the space station dream, i was looking at the Bermuda triangle on google earth and found it all very curious and i was convinced i had seen the eclipse paths before and that they were a ribbon of purification and kiss of of death and that the storm of the century was coming but i didn't know what that meant or where or how or when or actually why i was feeling this but now i see perhaps why i was feeling it and trying to interpret it without really being able to explain it.
I considered repeatedly the true possibility i was actually really really just cracking. (you know "they" say i got a few screws loose so i fixed me up a nut and bolt for an earring and i am learning to channel lightning)
Was i awakening deeper into my life mastery and having the breakthrough of the century or actually losing my mind? It was all pretty intense to say the least. it's also hard to explain now and it's obviously fair to say both.
I just had this feeling that the next 7 years is going to see more change and disaster than ever before and then i was not surprised to find others calling it the beginning of the 7 year trial of tribulations and i was even less surprised to read about the alignment with the constellation Virgo the virgin crowned in 12 stars clothed in the sun with the moon under her feet on Sept 23 2017 because according to my experiential astronomy and mayan timekeeping, that would be the exact beginning of the Age of Aquarius for me and the procession of equinoxes is complete. Now the procession of Saints begins again with a new running of the bulls as historically we would have migrated to the northern and southern crosses along with it to recalibrate our clocks/stonehenge/calendars.
In my calculations, the actual 2012 we were off about because of the way the calendrical system was changed after they martyrred Christ the scientist and then persecuted astronomers for 1000+ years to further the agenda of the great deception. As Spinoza said, "God" is an evil clockmaker(breaker) And as i have seen, man acting as Gods on earth has corrupted the hands of time.
My calculations see this astrological event ReBirth of THE VIRGIN MOTHER VIRGO as the true year 0 and new beginning/end of the 26,000 year procession of the equinoxes tied to the Mayan calendar and begins the Age of Aquarius, 2nd coming of the Sun\/Son and rebirth of "White Buffalo Calf Woman" Holy Mother Mary Divine Feminine Spirit of the Earth culminating into the birth of the new age and coming restoration of the balance.
The day after we align with Virgo the Virgin, Sept 24 2017 is the biblically named "feast of trumpets" which is essentially "the last supper" and where in my BAD DREAMS, the elite on earth like Donald Trump and the Pope himself celebrate the beginning of the apocalypse (7yr trial of tribulations) and pray thankful they have underground bunkers and condos on the moon for when all is said and done. I just pray my dreams stay dreams or that i am a time traveler way ahead of my time.
In reality if it all comes to pass, for the rest of us pions, peasants and paupers.. FEMA camps which certainly will become like prison work camps and concentration for those who oppose the New World Order which is the same as the old world order as nothing has changed with tyrannical heirarchists money changers corrupters and the lot running the show so here we go.
Now i find it highly ironic that the hurricane Took out the exact area that i was vibing about walking on water and in some ways i am greatful for being setup and maliciously locked in psychiatry cos i got to save a few lives in there and because I'd probably have gone down south as it was loudly calling me and perhaps in the long run it saved me from a worse fate?
It also proves the devil's feet are bound to serve the light, all things lean toward the sun and everything happens for reasons inextricably linked as one; nothing occurs independently of anything else so i guess i am where i am supposed to be.
For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Had i followed my dreams and gut "intuitions" I'd perhaps have been swept up in the hurricane had i followed what i was feeling south. Where would i be now, swept up into Saint Louis WTF?
At any rate based on what i went through here in the so called innocence and safety of canada, surely if I'd have been black hole incarcerated in the USA or I'd be bulldozed or sacrificed to the underlords at the heart of the sex trade or something worse like a dungeon in the basement of the vatican for the love of the Starving Children of Africa wtf is actually happening on this planet?
Not only did the Florida bermuda triangle hurricane top the strongest storms on record but according to the images i saw yesterday of the 3 celled storm, it looked a lot like the 3 celled storm that progressed to the storm of the century in the movie the day after tomorrow and with the other hurricane that hit the Dominican developing faster than any other has before giving people very little warning to get out, it makes me wonder what is to come for the future. I feel the cold in my bones like never before. My body's water is colder in the absense of the moon. Where IS IT?! I keep thinking of Zeitgeist.
https://www.nasa.gov/feature/goddard/2017/maria-atlantic-ocean
Unprecedented earthquakes, 3 back to back hurricanes- Florida, Mexico and Dominican. I'd say it's fair to call it A storm of the century but i am certain it is only just the beginning. These are still just the birthing pains of the new age before the water breaks and the 2nd sun is fully reborn for all eyes and ears to see and hear the coming of the holy rollah Mithras blue bull, the secret of king tut's tomb- Niburu The 2nd Sun\/Son is upon us. Adam Ondi Ahman anyone? If you build it, they will come.
Niburu has already been scientifically documented photographed and videoed numerous times and scientists have been persecuted for predominantly the last 50 years over it but it's been too visible for more than 7 years to now mass suppress anymore and there is too much leaked evidence and way too many people on the train to have us all killed and commited now. The internet would be more liable to be shutdown soon to disrupt our ability to mobilize united forces.
At this rate the powers that be have only confirmed the truth through their suppressions and denials and they are sparking an actual crusade by further suppressing it which would only deplete their resources and energy needed to prepare themselves properly.
Most who have had real proof and science and were persecuted give up and and go back to secrecy and silence to avoid persecution but if this is what is happening and it's been deliberately hidden from us, the truth always comes out in the wash and people will never trust their governments again. there will be hell to pay like no other.
i am forseeing civil war like never before except by then it won't matter as the elite already have their mountain refuges and underground bunkers and military bases and salvation in space as they plan to ascend to the stars for the floods and 100 years purification set for the next century.
What i saw this summer was like Zeitgeist coming to life, the sun "died" on the horizon and it reminded me the southern cross hasn't been visible in the westbank of Israel since the time of Christ and that's why we migrated and laid the new ley lines for Westbank B.C. and recalibrated true North with the Southern Cross but too much illusion of wealth has people forgetting to look at the skies and relying on others to tell them the time.
During August i watched the sun and moon change from their regular rounded orbit and get way higher in the sky on an elongated eliptical orbit that literally had them coming straight up and down bizarrely over a few days. i saw them through smoke and chem trails come up on the same vertical line on the horizon and the sun got lower and lower and when it returned it did not seem to be the same sun though it was hard to tell with all the smoke and chem trails and changes in the regular color of the clouds. It was much larger and actually the wrong color and could be stared at without getting black blindspots as it was more like silver white light.
As i have watched the skies nearly every day and night for my entire life and never seen this, you can imagine that i found it quite disturbing. It was literally as if the earth had fallen on it's side and the axis changed so quickly and drastically that nobody else seemed to notice but myself and a friend saw the shift to the dark side of the moon but as it stands, 2 people can't share the same delusion/hallucination.
What is the most disturbing is that the moon has not come back since for more than a random night here and there since this happened. it has been very cold, it snowed in edmonton already and the moon has been totally gone from the skies most nights. When it appears, it is rare now whereas before this summer, the moon came up and did it's rounded arc sojourn across the skies like clockwork nearly every night and was only up during the day every now and then rarely whereas now things seem to have reversed and the moon is up only rarely at night and has been visible more during the day.
Myself and a friend also witnessed an unscheduled moon eclipse back in August and we both saw the change in the man in the moon..we both saw that the side of the moon that was obscurred was not the usual side or shape and as i said, since then it has definitely not been the same.
Hey diddle diddle the cat and the fiddle, the cow jumped over the moon.. Ironically niburu is called mithras blue bull and as far as I can tell, it did jump over the moon or the moon jumped over it or something more than strange.
Perhaps i am little boy blue cos to stop me from properly observing and documenting these events, i had to defend myself with a silver spoon i found on the road when 2 east indian guys in a car with alberta plates tried to grab me off the highway the day i was watching the skies and sunrise and documented the sun rising way later than it had actually been scheduled to.
I got away from them and was followed for 6 hrs deep into the kal lake rail trail first thing in the morning and had shots fired on me 3 times before getting home and being setup by the group of men who told me and police that they were "freemasons" 3 doors down from my house and then was locked and tortured in psychiatric confinement for the better part of 6 weeks.
After that there were more days the sun did not rise at the time it was supposed to and undeniable events occurring in the night skies that i had been following intently and posting about them and then suddenly as I've literally almost figured out the final pieces of the greatest deception, a WHOLE house full of guys who told police they were freemasons are telling cops god knows what to have them treat me as a criminal terrorist and take me into psychiatry and lock me in concrete cells refused calls to lawyers and tortured as if i was a psychotic criminal terrorist. Then having it take over 6 weeks and resisting the ill effects of various mind altering drugs that badly altered my emotions and perceptions for me to prove my sanity, innocence and the fact i was setup and lied about and that the mental health system was used to silence a political and environmental activist that had been posting about astronomical events on Facebook and working on the next leg of their political campaign.
Seriously people, I had posts about following the the morning star up the mountain sanctioned by Facebook so it could not be shared or seen (which was what i named what was actually more like a blinking drone like ufo that made me find a wooden stick shaped like a crook in the form of a fanged snake and then it led me further up to a flat stone rock that was marbled with the exact same shape as the piece of wood i found) Sure nothing suspicious about having that post blocked from being allowed to be shared on facebook i mean we wouldn't want that kind of spiritual experience to go viral would we because maybe it wasn't actually so crazy but eclipsed into total InSanity.
Free speech sanctioned by Zuckerberg Nazi Sugar Mountain hell's angel henchmen controlled by the CIA all seeing eye facial recognition machine and then the setup to attempt to have me locked up for life occurred the very next day? Who is responsible!
With all the crazies loaded in the streets, tell me exactly what i did to be so special for them to want to lock me up for good? Idle No More? My medicine path? My science? The WIARLAWD? i am really that crazy for a lifetime commitment because i am on my own experiential scientific and spiritual path? who am i actually hurting? wow.
In case you never noticed, the really crazy people are all in the streets so tell me what kind of actual threat i am and just exactly WHO i am a threat to when i am speaking my truth and then being hunted down and suppressed for it?
John Lennon JFK Abraham Lincoln ringing some bells here.. i guess if you can't beat em with a real assassination, which they failed, set them up and have their credibility ruined and torment them into keeping their mouths shut eh? eh. Loose Lips Sink Ships and 3 can only keep a secret if 2 are dead and one doesn't know the answer to the WIARLAWD. once you know it's kind of hard to keep quiet and i guess why those who can't have been rumored to wind up dead or worse.
I wanna fucking lock her up for good.. that's what the cop said to the other cop before they brought me in. "I'm glad we finally got her i wanna fucking lock her up for good."
Glad they Finally got me? How long had they been trying to "get me" because In the recollection of my bad dream reality, I had gone to winfield police after being pursued for 6hrs followed by 2 guys on paddle boards and being fired on 3 times before getting bit by a spider? or stung with something that had me feeling like i was high on drugs i had never felt before and i barely made it off the trail and back up the embankment to flag down a vehicle for help with a ride back to winfield where the ultimate setup was waiting for me.
Now i find it highly suspicious after everything that occurred because i had gone to police in Winfield asking for help after the last ordeal and then these "freemasons" were setup next to my house and acted as false witnesses to "what exactly" that caused police to lie on report and said they picked me up deranged outside of vernon when i had been chased along kal lake after 2 east indian guys stalked up on me in their car and tried to get out and grab me and i had made it home to winfield to find the "freemasons" had a blockade setup 2 doors down from my house. WTF is going on?!
So tell me.. were those 2 east indian guys that tried to creep on me in the car with alberta plates on the front corrupt "undercover" cops then? I just dont know what to think or believe because it all became a royal clusterfuck of supremely astronomical proportions obscurred by bad drugs and further compression of more traumatic events.
And now a lot of this still doesn't make real sense and the police are refusing to talk to me about it. they have avoided my calls and repeated voicemails and when i can actually get through to someone they have asked me if i am off my meds and i tell them i don't take meds and they have told me i need medication and ask me where i am and tell me they're going to take me to the hospital.
I've had to hangup because of this multiple times and meanwhile i am trying to get info from the event to try and process it and i had also tried to make reports and complaints about people purposely harassing me in several communities.
It's a supremely fuct up situation here people, yet somehow they keep moving forward thinking one day they'll be living royal and debt free all american dream happily ever after in complete denial and in reality, the economy will probably be worse than the dirty 30's and at this rate we are headed for another war of the worlds that if we have we will end up by 2030 in the total dark ages on earth with ice age due to polar recalibrations as we spin off axis imbalanced in our polarities. This is the path of "progress" that we are on in my bad dreams.
When i had gotten out of psych for 5 days i tried staying with friends and had the neighborhood literally setup with druggies doing things to antagonize me like swerving bikes at me, raising their fists at me etc. My friend's old neighbor who just happened to mention he had freemasonry in his family came out to the yard waste bin in the backyard and gave me a message to stay off Facebook and maybe this would go away. Stay off Facebook? Who the hell are the Facebook police.. Donald Trump? CIA? WTF! I did stay off for a while after a vague message about walking away from it all but..
It didn't go away as it only took a couple days of neighborhood lies while i had been trying to look at the stars at night before i had military cadets doing patrols on me and a police suprrvisor was hanging out near my friends house taking bullshit statements from liars and then having the doctor in the ER commit me AGAIN for no actual reason i was informed of or privvy to because the cops had already informed them of bloody lies despite the fact i had only gone to the doctor attempting yet another time to have my staph infections treated because i literally got ignored during the first stays despite the fact infection is in my scalp, nose and on my legs. Apparently psych patients get treated as mentally incompetent and wholy dillusional and don't even get to be assessed for medical treatment as I went weeks with it worsening before trying again only to get locked up instead.
My mom and I went for medical treatment and then My mother was tricked out of coming out of the room i was in and wasn't even aware they had corralled me in the room, forced me to my knees crying and begging for mercy and hit me with a bullspike of Ativan and Haldol to knock me out for 36 hours awakening on a floormat in yet another cold and dirty concrete cell.
She had no say and we had another few weeks of me being drugged with drugs that were making me very paranoid and hallucinating and eventually having some brief violent visions of snapping my psychiatrists neck because the drugs were making my dopamine too low and it was making me exceptionally uncontrollably angry. My fight or flight was going into attack mode and he was directly threatening my sanity, safety and security with drugs that were harming me so i had to fight not to see and respond to him as an ultimate enemy.
In the end i absolutely raged on him with words of sharp truth and laid it all on the line. I'm not sure whether it was alluding to me not being criminally responsible for my actions if i hurt him because the drugs were pushing me over the edge or the vehement declaration that i was going to sue him and own his house, truck and boat if he did not respect my need to be off his bad drugs but he finally allowed me to decompress my ACTUAL traumas that were initially treated as delusions with no drugs.
after a few days all the nurses were supportive and able to see the drugs were keeping me in a state of sheer trauma and hyperarousal and advocated for me to stay off them. A week later i was out and now i am just trying to reel myself in still being in shock and pretty detached from my body and this sick selfish world at large i really don't want to be a part of anymore.
The dust has seemed to be settled now as I've been out a few days and nothing has happened aside from motorcycles and big trucks revving extra aggressively and a few yellers of random obsenities way extra loud as they go past my house in the night but I'm sure it's not related. Timing is everything and whether directly or indirectly, it's all relative to my experience.
i am assuming now that my credibility is so crippled that it will be assumed for now that nobody will take me seriously anyway cos I'm just a nut right..leave me alone? Doubtful as Another revver just roared by my place funnily timed Xtra intensity roaring only past my house. I've stayed off facebook mostly til now so we'll see what happens that I'm not following their rule
3 can keep a secret if 2 are dead.
When all is said and done, my bad dreams are still unfolding and i am certain it is only a matter of time before something happens like a rogue hit and run, or it looks like an animal attack in the woods or it is setup to look like a suicide or random disappearance on a solo trip more liable setup for another crime or something that will ruin me entirely.
After all the effort to torture me this summer, it seems implausible that this is all said and done and gone for good especially because what was setup for me after Vernon when i tried to escape to Enderby to see the stars because i was harassed into keeping my head down and mouth shut in rutland/vernon first, showed me what my truth is actually worth to suppress.
I was told just before getting put back in the hospital in vernon by a nasty ass petty thug of a pigeon faced messenger that "enderby never happened" but i know it bloody well did and if it never happened in true reality and was just a result of being triggered and deluded from bad meds and severe complex post traumatic stress effects, then it was in the least, still the worst damned bad dream of my life that had a pack of dogs trained to hunt me after ALL of my underwear was stolen from my house right after i got locked up to begin with, likely by a group of the black Pope's devil worshipping, ass sniffing bounty hunters squeezing a duck to death so i couldn't lay out a bedroll out under the stars and had to walk the strip all night praying for my life as random drunk and drug addled street people stalked and tormented me with awful words and physical displays such as yelling in my face.
At the back woods where all i could hear was a duck being squeazed to death awaited a deliberately parked bulldozer waiting to bury me if not for what i had been seeing and saying all summer but entirely for what i saw in the skies that night amidst the avoidance of all the tortures that waited for me in the dark streets where police would not come when i called them and instead threatened to come find me and take me to hospital.
What a nightmare, literally the longest night of my life that had constellations spinning so wildly that they changed before my eyes and actually disappeared from perception until i blinked my eyes shut and opened to refocus and then i could see they had swung so wildly outward in an absolute instant that Taurus and the Plaedies was off in a bizarre place in space.
I'll blame it on the sleep deprivation and trauma but the moon has not been in the skies for more than an odd night since then and my world is entirely Topsy turvy and fallen on it's side now because i really just feel like i am stuck somewhere between worlds and few are really seeing what i am seeing and fewer even get it.
But I know what I've been seeing in the skies and when they weren't obscurred with chemtrails, after the sun/moon vertical line rising event, when the sun came back up it was not just the sun. It was blazing silver white light and on the rare clear days it could be stared at without going blind with blackspots and i was and am still being convinced it may be because of "planet X."
I think it has gotten close enough to pull the moon off its normal course and change the worble of the earth and because humans are so consumed with money and "progress" they are attempting to move forward faster than they can learn from the past, faster than they can even see what is happening before their eyes and it is set to have grave consequences because i believe we still have a window to actually figure out what is happening and prepare. As it sits, when we are now seeing the strongest category breaking storms suddenly forming faster than ever before and only now just beginning to feel the effects of damage done to the environment from 30 years ago, it seems we are pretty doomed to repeat history.
